I have a bright personality but don't like studying. Recently, I've noticed boys staring at my chest. Our family isn't wealthy... I don't ask for much. I want to be an older sister and have a little brother, but I can't tell anyone. It's strange, but I've had a brother all along, even though we don't live together, we play often. If I tell my dad, he gets really mad. I just want a little brother. I hate that dad says I can't have wishes or desires. Today, I'm playing with my little brother again. I am the older sister.